Wednesday, December 28, 2011

a new year

Quite a lot has been happening in my little Wonderland.

My Grandad died. He held on for six fierce weeks after the doctor gave the initial ’72 hours’ warning, and I got to spend precious extra time in his company. I’ll probably write more when it hurts a little less.
N & I have divided what was ours and I now live alone, in an annex on a farm. There are sheep across the road and I can see the sun set from my bedroom window, but sometimes I still cry in bed at night. I think that this is ok.
Christmas occurred, lights twinkles, gifts were unwrapped. It was nothing like Christmas at all, really, but it had its own special charms, and made the season bright.

With the most painful parts over with, I can start to look forward to an exciting new start. I’ll show you where I’m living, how I’ve got a whole wardrobe dedicated to dresses, what I’m doing to get by. It’ll be a bit like ‘New Girl’, except I have hens for flatmates instead of boys, & my hair wont be as awesome as Zooey’s.

Anyway, I’m blowing a giant kiss to the cast members in the TV show of my life, new and old, who are reading this. I heard the 2012 series is going to be awesome for us all, so stick around please, and have a very Happy New Year.

From Wonderland, with Love, Sara xx